July 31, 2011

Not another 'My Dad died, and I am not over it' post...

I don’t know what the hell time it is, and do you know why? Well, first off, I don’t wear my watch 90% of the time. Secondly, and more interestingly, it’s because the sun doesn't set until super late (and I have yet to beat it up in the morning).

Lately I’ve been sorta down, listless, overwhelmed by a sense that something isn’t quite right. Not that it’s wrong. It’s just — in Charlotte I had so much going on, and sometimes I’d be so engaged in what I was doing that everything felt like it was effortlessly synchronized. I don’t feel that lately, but I want to.

I feel most alive when I am feeling very introspective and creative or when I am doing, doing, doing... so what do I do when there isn't really anything planned to do and I am not feeling very inspired?

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